Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Worried....

Time: 3:00pm
Mood: Very worried
Song of the moment: Foo Fighters - February Stars

My pau pau has been feeling under the weather lately, in fact, I took her to a couple of specialists to run some medical tests. It's been difficult seeing my pau pau like this. She's constantly tired.. even too tired to go visit my gung gung @ the nursing home. She's constantly worried.. I see it in her eyes. She was supposed to go see her doctor today to get her test results but they're not ready yet, so it's another day she has to sit and wonder what is really wrong with her. And it's hard. It's hard to see her this way. She told me yesterday this has been the most difficult time in her life: she's suffering from constant stomach upset, and she's always tired. Not only that, she's in a constant worried state, both worrying about herself and those around her, mainly my gung gung and her younger sister, who was hospitalized earlier this month.

All I can do is wait... I know that. I hope my pau pau is ok.. I'd give anything for her to be ok. Worrying about her consumes me at the moment.. I can't think of anything else.

3 comments:

Tempest7 said...

Karebear. I'm in here in HK for you, if it means anything. I only have my pau pau left... and when things happen to her I'm ever so concerned. Until Jimmy gets here, I'll be around to walk in the park.

Lian said...

Hey Sweetiekare,

I'm so sorry that I've only read your blog now... I hope that she's feeling better now and all... My friend Peter's going thru the same thing, his is now in the hospital, not doing too well... He's scared and sad, me too for him. I pray that she gets better... Take care.

Ian C said...

Hey Karen

You have my prayers for your grandma. I hope she's doing better now. Take care over there! I hope Jimmy is there now to keep you company!