The Worst Feeling

Time: 12.48am
Mood: Sad
Song of the moment: Howie Day - Collide

I think the worst feeling anyone can feel is the feeling of being forgotten. For a while now I've been struggling with the fact that my grandfather, my most favorite person in the world, has no recollection of me whatsoever. It' s old age.. and a series of strokes that have left him in this state. I know if he had a choice, he wouldn't have forgotten me. But it hurts so much to think he doesn't know who I am. In a sense, I miss him very dearly. As I write this my heart aches.

And that has got me thinking to my friends. It's so hard to keep track of everyone these days.. everyone seems to have their own life and I wonder... have I been forgotten by them too? To all my friends out there: during this week long reflection I have thought of each and every one of you. I just wanted to let you know, you are most definitely not forgotten.